昨夜有個夢。不知道怎麼了昨天真的回到黑沙海灘。和你聊了好久。臨別你跟我說，其實跟你在一起還是很開心。我說我也是。

這句話好像是世界的終結。聽到這句就醒過來了。

忽然看到某些話。雖然很感謝她一直聽我說，但我開始感覺到，她已經累了，我也開始試著不再說個甚麼，不如自己解決好了。

第一次聽 And so it goes 是在孫燕姿的演唱會。印象很深刻的一句是”My silence is my self defense“。

其實我甚麼都放下了，只剩下回憶而已。

In every heart there is a room
A sanctuary safe and strong
To heal the wounds from lovers past
Until a new one comes along

I spoke to you in cautious tones
You answered me with no pretense
And still I feel I said too much
My silence is my self defense

And every time I’ve held a rose
It seems I only felt the thorns
And so it goes, and so it goes
And so will you soon I suppose

But if my silence made you leave
Then that would be my worst mistake
So I will share this room with you
And you can have this heart to break

And this is why my eyes are closed
It’s just as well for all I’ve seen
And so it goes, and so it goes
And you’re the only one who knows

So I would choose to be with you
That’s if the choice were mine to make
But you can make decisions too
And you can have this heart to break

And so it goes, and so it goes
And you’re the only one who knows